If not now, when?

Maybe I'm not at Barnard.
Maybe I'll never be.
Maybe all my dreams are dead.
And I'll never be who I wanna be.

But it's okay.
It's not the end.
It's important to look forward.

I only need to be the best version of me now.
Everyday.
Every moment.
And that is all there is to be.
In the end, I'll only have me.